What? I'm still maturing? Noooo!

It’s kind of hard putting my concerns and thoughts down where I know someone is going to read them, but at the same time, if I don’t have them out I’ll feel even worse. So for those of you who actually read this crap, sorry.

I’m turning into someone I don’t recognize, and it’s beginning to scare me. I have been noticing this the most when I’m around my new friends and I realize how open I’ve become. It took me three years to be this blatantly honest with my friends back at home, and now in only two or three months I am so much more at ease with the new ones than I expected. That is of course to their credit, that they’re so easy to be open with. One thing I will say most emphatically – there is nothing like a few overnight trips for getting one acquainted with people fast. One sees people at their lowest and sometimes at their best. It’s a very good way to get honest, and for me at least it really sped up the whole friendship process. This is probably why I can be so open with people now.

But that’s only part of it. I catch myself swearing more in the presence of others, for one thing. I’ve become much more self-aware and I suppose self-indulgent. I think I’ve lost some sort of innocence or something, but I can’t think what! Is it a good thing? Does this merely mean I am maturing socially? Geez, I feel like a highschooler again! NOooooo…

I may post more later, on cool stuff like Glasgow and Oxford, but for now I'm all done. Thanks for listening (reading), chaps and chappesses.